Wake up at 9am straight away on the comp. lol. Mom asked me to go to school but I insist of not going cause my school end early. So no point of going to school just for an hour and then balek. Interview work at coffeebean with afiq at farihin's work place. Really hope to get that job and start work asap. Don't worry farihin. We won't bring you down alright. You go bodek2 with your manager for us laa. I really need job for the malaysia trip and also for shopping. :) And on friday is shaa's birthday. Fucking no money. FUCK! I need to buy for her something. Don't worry bestfrined. I'll try to get you a present okay b? hehee. After the interview, we went bugis and meet everyone there. (malas aku nak list name) Makan tros caow!



You've change alot. The way you talk, the way you care. Everything just changed soo fast. Much worser. I thought you wanna prove to them(parents and grandma) that you can change. And I thought I really can change you. But I FAILED again. 2009 is so fucked up. Everything is a failure. I failed to do everything. Why must this happen god? So fucking stress. So fucking paranoid and stuff. Bloggers ma'fucker! kill me asshole. So fucking pissed off right now. All the message are a waste. Everything you said was all a waste. Change please? I'm begging you please?